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17 December 2011 @ 01:02 am
I got the yaoi manga I ordered in the mail on Wednesday...So I wanted to show it off...hehehe

Current Location: udine in real hetalia
Current Mood: blankblank
Current Music: the devil's trill-yami no matsuei ost 2
10 November 2011 @ 11:31 am



You are in touch with your emotions, and sometimes you react before you think. The good news: you don't tamp down your feelings. The bad news: you sometimes say or do things that you later wish you could take back.

You do not live your life on an even keel; you do not go for long periods without experiencing some mood swings.


You appreciate art, beauty, and design; you know that they are not superficial but absolutely crucial to living the good life. You have good taste, and you're proud of it. Those with a high score on the "aesthetic" trait are often employed in literary or artistic professions, enjoy domestic activities — doing things around the house — and are enthusiastic about the arts, reading, and travel.

You don't think it's pretentious to be moved by art and beauty. You're not one of those who believe it doesn't matter what something looks like as long as it does its job.


You are somewhat shy, or at least unwilling to spend all your time socializing. With you it's true that "still waters run deep," which is why many of your acquaintances never get to know you well.

You are not always ready to talk at the drop of a hat. Whether you're in the office or at a party, you're not likely to be found gabbing away in the middle of a group of people.


You tend to hold onto your thoughts until you have something important to say, and even then you're not comfortable imposing your ideas on others unless you know they're truly interested.

You don't enjoy talking for the sake of talking, and you have no desire to be the center of attention.


You are an honest, fair person. You don't lie or cheat to get ahead. You treat others with respect and hope for the same in return.

You do not feel that you are above the rules that everyone else follows; you are definitely not willing to do whatever it takes to get ahead.


You like your own company; you're a very interesting person. Tracking your own mental processes, knowing what you're thinking and why you do what you do, is important to you. Often, what's going on in your mind is more compelling than what's going on outside. For the most part, those with a high score on the "introspective" trait enjoy reading, taking long walks, learning new things, and other solitary activities.

You are not someone who is constantly looking to be among a group of friends; you never feel bored when you are by yourself.


You are constantly coming up with new ideas. For you, the world as it exists is just a jumping-off place; what's going on inside your mind is often more interesting than what's going on outside.

You don't feel that the road to success is to be a realist and stick to the program; you never stop yourself from coming up with new ideas or telling the world what you're thinking about.


You are a private person, not very comfortable in a big group, and view excessive socializing as a waste of time.

You not prefer hanging out with others to spending time alone; you do not tend to feel at home in a crowded room, club, stadium, or auditorium.


You are comfortable in your own skin and don't need to throw your weight around. You'll often choose to be the one who is told what to do rather than the one who's doing the telling, and you sometimes avoid confrontations even if it means that you won't get your way.

You aren't interested in making others bend to your will or in always dishing out criticism. You're not a pushy person, and you like it that way.


You may be comfortable on your home turf, but you have a tendency to be self-conscious in an unfamiliar environment. While you're usually at ease with your friends, you can be a little skittish around strangers.

You usually don't feel at home in unfamiliar settings or with new people. When you get rattled, you don't necessarily recover instantly.

Hahaha...pretty much true...I think...Well let's just say I'm not the easiest person to like or know...

Current Location: udine in real hetalia
Current Mood: calmcalm
Current Music: monoral kiri
07 November 2011 @ 06:27 pm
What do you believe we are missing in this world?
Current Location: udine in real hetalia
Current Music: monoral kiri
06 November 2011 @ 11:48 am
What would you do with your time if you had one more hour in the day?
I'd sleep more...I don't get much sleep these days...
Current Location: udine in real hetalia
Current Mood: weirdweird
Current Music: monoral kiri
05 November 2011 @ 06:53 pm
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Current Location: udine in real hetalia
Current Mood: awakeawake
Current Music: monoral kiri
26 October 2011 @ 11:42 am
My battle cry...Taken from nekojiro

What Is Your Battle Cry?

Skulking over the cliffs, attacking with a reflective halberd, cometh Bluesea81! And she gives an ominous scream:

"For the love of beatings, I shall discombobulate the entire world!!!"

Find out!
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Are you a girl, or a guy ?

created by beatings : powered by monkeys

Current Location: udine
Current Music: saybia snake tongued beast
23 October 2011 @ 11:49 am
So I was bored and looking around the internets I found an Italian site that has plenty of anime goodies for sale...The only thing I have against it is that you have to order a minimum of 75 euro of merchandise for your order to go through...So in a moment of craziness I ordered me the following stuff that cost a good amount of 83 euro...LOL!

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02 October 2011 @ 09:43 pm
      Taken from azelsilici_ix....and just like her I'll do it all at once.
       Here I go!

1. Favorite male seiyuu

So many to choose from.One is not nearly enough since I love so many....hehehehe....
Morikawa Toshiyuki,Namikawa Daisuke,Koyasu Takehito,Nakamura Yuichi and Sugita Tomokazu,Miki Shinichirou,Morikubo Shoutarou,Narita Ken,Suwabe Junichi,Yusa Kouji,Yasumoto Hiroki,Hayami Show,Okiayu Ryoutarou,Ono Daisuke,Fukuyama Jun,Konishi Katsuyuki,Onosaka Masaya,Takahashi Hiroki,Sugiyama Noriaki,the Nojima brothers,Akira Ishida,Suzumura Kenichi and the 2 Seki:Tomokazu and Toshihiko.This is just to name the top of the top...

2. Least favorite male seiyuu
This one is easy:Hoshi Souichiro.The simple sight of him makes me uneasy.

3. Favorite female seiyuu

Satsuki Yukino,Orikasa Fumiko,Orikasa Ai,Rie Kugimiya,Paku Romi,Maaya Sakamoto,Saiga Mitsuki.

4. Least favorite female seiyuu

Well,I really don't like female seiyuu much to begin with...I find their voices annoying most of the time...

5. Seiyuu you'd watch in anything...

Morimori,Konitan,OnoMa,SekiTosh,MikiShin,Youkyan,Sugitan,Yucchi ,Angen,Non-tan etc...Since I am a fujoshi and listen to BLCDs like crazy I choose BLCDs considering the cast....

6. Seiyuu that always makes you laugh

OnoMa and Konitan...NariKen and Morimori are pretty funny too...

7. Seiyuu you recognize the easiest

Morimori...just because I listened to him in so many anime,rajis and BLCDs...The only time I didn't spot him in a few seconds was as Kurosaki-papa in Bleach...

8. Seiyuu you recognize the hardest

NamiDai....his vocal range is amazing,Akira Ishida too...these are the seiyuu that are most difficult for me to spot since their range is UNBELIEVABLE...

9. Seiyuu you'd rather not watch in anything

Hoshi Souichiro...I hate his voice!!!

10. Seiyuu that creeps you out

None so far...

11. Seiyuu with the best singing voice

 That one is easy:Morimori...besides his work as a seiyuu he also sings in 2HEARTS with Tachiki Fumihiko and as the vocalist in Black Velvet...Yusa Kouji,Suwabe Junichi,Nakamura Yuichi,Morikubo Shoutarou and Okiayu Ryoutarou are very good at singing too...

12. Seiyuu you have a crush on

I fall in love everytime when I listen to the awesome voices of the male seiyuu I love....Momentarily I go crazy about Youkyan and Yucchi (those damn KissXKiss CDs)

13. Seiyuu you'd pick to play you

NamiDai...I'm sure he'll manage to sound just like me....

14. Favorite role from your favorite seiyuu

Morimori...hmmm...too many to pick from,but I'd go with Fujita Reiji from Gallery Fake and Akizuki from the Fuyu no Semi OVAs,NamiDai-the Italian bros from Hetalia,Koyasu Takehito-Captain Craft from Level E,Nakamura Yuichi-Tomoya from Clannad,Sugita Tomokazu-Gintoki from Gintama,MikiShin-Urahara from Bleach,Morikubo Shoutarou-Ichiro from Nerima Daikon Brothers,Narita Ken-Sesshoumaru from InuYasha,Suwabe Junichi-Grimmjow from Bleach,Yusa Kouji-Ichimaru Gin from Bleach,Yasumoto Hiroki-Germany from Hetalia,Hayami Show-Naoe from Mirage of Blaze,Okiayu Ryoutarou-Mr.K from Gravitation,Ono Daisuke-Sebastian from Kuroshitsuji,Fukuyama Jun-Lelouch from Code Geass,Konishi Katsuyuki-Haji from Blood+,Onosaka Masaya-Vash from Trigun,Takahashi Hiroki-Squalo from Katekyo Hitman Reborn,Sugiyama Noriaki-England from Hetalia,Akira Ishida-Gaara from Naruto,Suzumura Kenichi-Tokito from Bus Gamer,Seki Tomokazu-Shuichi from Gravitation,Seki Toshihiko-Takaya from Mirage of Blaze.

15. Favorite role from your favorite female seiyuu

Satsuki Yukino-Yoruichi from Bleach,Romi Park-Edward Elric from Fullmetal Alchemist,Orikasa Fumiko-Rukia from Bleach....

16. Seiyuu with the worst singing voice

No one comes to mind right now...

17. Series with the best cast overall

Hetalia,Mirage of Blaze,Yami no Matsuei,Gintama,Koutetsu Sangokushi,Bleach,Nerima Daikon Brothers,Hanasakeru Seishounen,07 Ghost

18. Series you had not watched had a seiyuu you liked played a role in it

Fairy Tail,Zettai Karen Children...

19. First seiyuu you remember liking

Hayami Show...his awesome performance as Nicholas Wolfwood in Trigun and then as Naoe in Mirage of Blaze got me interested in seiyuu...

20. Seiyuu you don't like as much as others do

Kamiya Hiroshi,Hatano Wataru and Hoshi Souichirou

21. Seiyuu with the most acting range

Namikawa Daisuke and Akira Ishida....

22. Seiyuu with the least acting range

Hmmm....I guess Koyasu Takehito would fit that description,still his voice fits all typologies of characters....should that be considered talent????

23. Cool dude seiyuu

Hehehe!Lots of them!!But I guess Nakai Kazuya would be my choice!

24. Seiyuu you make fun of

None whatsoever....I do have lots of fun when they're making fun of each other in seiyuu events...

25. Seiyuu that makes you like any character they portray

Hehehehe....Look at my profile....you'll see there the whole list...or the banner in my journal style...

26. Seiyuu you'd hang out with

MORIMORI or YOUKYAN....or any other in my favourite list....seiyuu freak that I am...

27. Best seiyuu match-up

If you mean professionally the list is SOOOOOO LONG....And I won't talk about female seiyuu/male seiyuu matches...
Morimori and MikiShin work so well together...hehehe Fuyu no Semi and BLCDs,Yusa Koji and Nakai Kazuya...BL much?Youykian and Okiayu Ryoutarou...amazing in Clannad as son-in-law and father-in-law...Hayami show and Seki Toshihiko....they made Mirage of Blaze a voice acting masterpiece.....
These were just a few.....

28. Best seiyuu match-up romance edition

The one everyone talks about...Suzumura and Sakamoto....I'm waiting for the little offspring....

29. Least favorite seiyuu ever

Hoshi Souichirou....

30. Favorite seiyuu ever


Current Location: udine in real hetalia
Current Mood: crushedcrushed
Current Music: 2 pm take off
10 August 2011 @ 12:25 pm

               I just wanted to show off the manga collection I gathered since I came living to Italy...hahahaha!
               I am sorry for the bad quality of the pictures...they were taken with a crappy cell phone...
               Without further ado...this is part of my manga collection since some of it is at my sister's house and she is not home right now....

  I bought "Aishiteruze Baby" because I loved the anime a lot.Yuzu and Kippei are so cute!The story is not out of the ordinary,but it's lovely and touching!

 This is my "Bleach" collection so far...it includes Bleach 2nd novel "The Honey Dish Rhapsody"...I postponed buying "Bleach" since I wanna buy some other stuff first...

This is the "Blood +" manga collection.It has 5 volumes in the main series (a little bit different from the story in the anime) 2 in the "Adagio" series(I have only volume 2 in the picture since volume 1 is at my sister's place) and the "Yakujoushi" oneshot (which I have in another picture with Kisaragi Hirotaka's manga collection).

The pride and joy of my manga collection:"Death Note".This is by far the best manga series I've read up until now.

This awesome banner or poster or whatever you want to call it is one of the dearest items in my collection.It's made on canvas,not paper and though it cost me a good 25 euro I don't regret buying it.I only wish I had my own place so I could hang it in my room!
"Honey and Clover" is the best shoujo manga ever!I'm still waiting for volume 8 so I can finally complete the series!

 This is "Trigun" the complete series which includes 2 volumes of "Trigun" and 14 volumes of "Trigun Maximum".This is actually the first complete manga series I bought.

This is the "Trigun" anime DVD box....I am sorry for the bad quality of the picture!^_^;

 This is "Wild Adapter" volumes 1-6 since it's curently being published.I started buying it because of Tokito and Kubota which are the main characters in the "Araiso Private High School Students Council Executive Committee" OVA's.In fact in the Araiso story they are living in a parallel universe....
I love the story a lot in fact.It's a bit violent,but it's very interesting...Every time I read this manga I hear Morimori's voice in my head (since he is the one who voiced Kubota in the Wild Adapter drama CDs and the Araiso OVAs).

 "Honey and Honey Drops".I actually bought this for my sister since she loved the OVAs.

"Versailles no Bara"or "Lady Oscar" is my favourite anime of all times.So I bought the manga without hesitation.I highly recommend this title for any anime or manga lover out there!

"Kuroshitsuji" volumes 1-4...it's currently being published in Italy...What can I say?I loved the anime,so I bought the manga...Damn I adore this Sebastian illustrations on the covers!The one with the glove kills me....so smexy!

"Naruto"...I bought some random volumes because I'm still not sure if I should buy the entire series...and the "Guide to the Manga" volumes 2 and 3...

"InuYasha" volumes 1-9...It's on a reprint right now and since "InuYasha"is one of my fave anime I thought I'd buy the manga,but damn!it has 70 volumes!O__________O

DOGS...I decide to buy the manga after seeing the DOGS OVAs....mainly for Badou.The series has 1 oneshot called "DOGS:Stray Dogs Howling in the Dark"(on which the OVAs were based)and "DOGS Bullets and Carnage"which is the main series.I have volumes 2-5 (I am waiting for volume 1 and the rest of the series).

"Gokinjo Monogatari" volumes 1-2...since it's currently being published.This manga is related to "Paradise Kiss".It's in fact about Mikako and Tsutomu,Miwako's sister and brother-in-law.

"Jigoku Shoujo" volumes 1-4.I decided to buy it because I loved the 3 seasons of the anime....
"Vampire Knight" volumes 1-2 in the picture since  volumes 3-9 are at my sister's house.

"Beelzebub" vol 1 and "Ao no Exorcist" vol 1.They've just started publishing them.I decided to buy them since I love both anime series a lot!

Now we got to the fujoshi corner...the bl manga collection!!!

"Boku no Koe"vol 1 and the only Youka Nitta manga published in Italy.

"Crimson Spell" vol 2-3.I'm still waiting for vol  1.

"Viewfinder" vol 1-4 plus vol 1 in the French version which Manon brought me !

"Kizuna"complete series.

"Kusatta Kyoushi no Houteishiki"vol 1-8.I need the last 2 volumes to complete the series.

"Kyuuso wa Cheese no Yume Miru"...I need the second volume...I bought this because I listened to the Drama CDs and then read the manga online...This is actually one of my fave BL stories.

"Play Boy Blues" series.I bought this because of the drama CDs...I wish they'd publish Shiuko Kano's "PUNCH" series too.

And the Kisaragi Hirotaka manga collection!!!!!!!


"Innocent Bird" complete.AWESOME!!!!

"Brother x Brother" vol 1-2 and "Uchi no Tantei Shirimasen ka" (thanks Manon for "Uchi no Tantei...).


"GATE"vol 1-3 and the "Blood + Yakoujoushi" oneshot.

       I still own some more manga,but I have it at my sister's place!

And my 2 artbooks...Sorry for the crappy pic!^_^;

         That was it!Take care!


Current Location: udine
Current Mood: crushedcrushed
Current Music: diggy-mo bakusou yumeuta
06 February 2011 @ 04:12 am
              Both taken fromchisaihoshi 


        I was surprised to see how many cool charas were born under the sign of Pisces....hehehehe!
        Ishida-papa,never have thought he was a Pisces,he is way too cool!Hooray for the awesome papa born  the same day I was!
        I know he is a fictional character and still...


    Oops!My anime harem looks more like a Bleach harem....Well with all the bishies going around in Bleach and only a few to choose...coz Renji is there on my top list too...Bishida also.Sorry Renji,Ishida,but I could only choose 8...

Current Location: my bed
Current Mood: coldcold
Current Music: Morikawa Toshiyuki Love Me Tender
05 February 2011 @ 10:08 pm

         Taken from chisaihoshi 
        Template:  http://chisaihoshi.livejournal.com/16897.html
        I won't tag anyone,but if anyone wants to do it,I'll be gald.



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Current Location: my bedroom
Current Mood: contemplativecontemplative
Current Music: Morikawa Toshiyuki & Konishi Katsuyuki Thank You
24 October 2010 @ 08:54 pm

      So I moved out from my sister's room this week.I rented a room in a house in Udine.Went looking for a job too,but no luck for now.
      The room I rented is small it barely fits a single bed and an wardrobe and it doesn't have air conditioning like the other two bedrooms in the house and the girl I rented the room from doesn't want to use the boiler for heating yet because she says it would be too expensive,it will be used when it really gets cold.But I am cold dammit!At least she lets her air conditioning on and the door to her room open so I can get some heat into my own room.
      These are my updates from the real land of Hetalia where I'm currently residing!

      And now let's get to the real reason behind this post.
      He is so amazingly cute and sweet and funny!Gotta love his awesomeness as a seiyuu and as a human being...."huge fangirl squee"

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I hope you enjoyed this small pic spam.....
Best wishes from the land of Hetalia....Pasta for you all...and sauced mackrel....

Current Location: udine
Current Mood: contentcontent
Current Music: black velvet i still...
06 October 2010 @ 11:22 am
Originally posted by neo_prodigy at Spirit Day

It’s been decided. On October 20th, 2010, we will wear purple in honor of the 6 gay boys who committed suicide in recent weeks/months due to homophobic abuse in their homes at at their schools. Purple represents Spirit on the LGBTQ flag and that’s exactly what we’d like all of you to have with you: spirit. Please know that times will get better and that you will meet people who will love you and respect you for who you are, no matter your sexuality. Please wear purple on October 20th. Tell your friends, family, co-workers, neighbors and schools.

RIP Tyler Clementi, Seth Walsh (top)
RIP Justin Aaberg, Raymond Chase (middle)
RIP Asher Brown and Billy Lucas. (bottom)

REBLOG to spread a message of love, unity and peace.

Current Location: udine in real hetalia
Current Mood: sadsad
Current Music: requiem

     Darn it's 3.30 am and I just finished the cleaning in the restaurant's kitchen.I did because I am so very tired.I left poor sis to finish up alone because I'm beat.The bottom line is I WILL NEVER EVER IN MY LIFE WORK AGAIN IN THE KITCHEN OF A RESTAURANT IN SUMMER.IT'S UTTER HELL WITH THIS HEAT.
     And on top of it I had some darn 'puter problems that drove absolutely nuts.
     Anyhow I bought myself the 160 GB iPod and it needs to be restored.Damn!And the iPod software update will take like 13 hours to download.0_o(lol I feel like murdering someone).
     So since here in Corno di Rosazzo we have "GranFest" which is a fiesta of the wine producers in the region "Il Postiglione"(which is the place sis works at) was busy as hell.We even had a marching band coming at noon.
    Sis and I became friends with the 2 guys that came to sing at the retaurant today.They even made a playlist with the songs sis and I wanted to hear.Nice guys!We chatted for a bit when we didn't have clients.
They were truly impressed by our knowledge of music ( huge grin here).They  even even offered              themselves to share the music they had on their iTunes with me,but my iPod didn't work properly.But   tomorrow it will definitely work.
    While I was around doing nothing much I downloaded "Seitokachou ni Chuukoku"OVA 2 and "The Tyrant Falls in Love"OVA 1.OOOOOOOOO_____________________OOOOOOOOO.The smexiness,the voices,the smut, nosebleed bucket after nosebleed bucket.
    I so do hope they will turn "Kimi ga Koi ni Oboreru" into an anime too.("keeps fingers crossed")
   Went the manga store to take the manga I ordered and found another title by Hirotaka Kisaragi.Bought it on the spot.It was volume 1 from "Innocent Bird"(loves the angel  x demon theme of the manga),but then again I became a huge Kisaragi-sensei fan after I bought "Blood+  Yakoujoshi".On the back cover I saw they will publish "Crimson Spell" in Italy.HAPPY!Maybe they'll publish "Viewfinder" also.(wonders if there's an "Innocent Bird" BLCD out there,goes to check soon).
   I'm off to bed now coz it's 4.30 am and I have to start workin at 9.30 am in the morning.
   As usual this was bluesea81  currently residing in Corno di Rosazzo in real Hetalia.

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Current Location: Corno di Rosazzo,Italy
Current Mood: tiredtired
Current Music: David Bowie China Girl

Oh,man! I've posted nothing on LJ for 29 weeks! More than half an year!
Well nothing much happened! Maria,the person I worked for died in April so I took the opportunity, since my contract ended,to go home for a short holiday.It was supposed to be short,but I ended up staying home for 2 months.It wasn't a very happy reunion so to speak,but I got to see and spend time with my nieces.
I came back to Italy on Tuesday morning after more than 30 hours on a bus!I'm so taking the plane next time!!!
I'm currently staying with my sister in Gramogliano,Corno di Rosazzo.This is such a beautiful place!I'll post some pics with this place soon!
So this is it for now!
I gotta go now!It's dinner time and I'm hungry!
And after dinner I have to download iTunes coz I got me the 160GB iPod!:)
Thank you dear lady_black_cat for the email you sent me while I was away!Thanks to erah_haruna205 for her concern too!She sent me a nudge to remind me that I haven't posted in a long time! It's good to know people care about me!"blushes"
Current Mood: hungryhungry
Current Music: suwabe junichi crow
29 November 2009 @ 01:30 pm
Yes,I'm still alive in case anyway wondered!Barely,but still alive.Joking aside,I am rather tired and in a gloomy mood these days,mostly because of my job and because Xmas is near and winter holidays are always depressing to me for some reason .And since this year is my first Xmas away from home it will be far more depressing(because my only joy during Xmas are my nieces and they are hundreds of miles away this year and no going home for the holidays for me).
Besides working I'm not doing much,except for downloading BLCDs and buying manga and anime DVDs.BLCDs and anime keep me sane(as sane as I can be under the circumstances) and make me forget about the shit I have to take every day.
I wanted to say more,but my brain is on a hiatus coz I'm really tired though is 1 p.m..
I don't even know why I posted today,just wanted to let you know I'm still alive.
I wanted to talk about some other stuff but I am tired and depressed.
Before I go just let me ask you what manga titles would you recommend to me (the genre is not important).I kinda saw the titles I wanted to buy and I am looking for new ones to add to my collection.
Have a nice week!
As always this was bluesea81 currently residing in Udine in real Hetalia.Hugs!
Current Location: Italy, Udine
Current Mood: depresseddepressed
Current Music: GreenDay Boulevard of Broken Dreams
    The name of this post sucks,but I was in the mood for some Shakespearean paraphrasing (did i spell that right? who cares anyways!) just to show how smart "I are".Big self-ridicule here!Coz I've realized lately that my intelligence and my education didn't do me any good. 
     And for days I had this existential dilemma....should I post or not...
     Last week I had a fight with Iole.Again!And she asked me how many years of school I  attended.When her sister Maria told her I even went to university,but I didn't get my Bachelor's Degree she was like:"Why are you doing this kind of job if you are so educated?Because this is a shitty job(she actually said that "lavoro di merda" which translates into shitty job)and I wouldn't do it if I were you!"This was on Saturday after on Monday I had a nervous breakdown because of her,I mean a real breakdown with hysterical crying and all the stuff that goes with it.We talked and we settled things.Or so I thought!Coz this week she started again.So this Tuesday we fought twice!Once in the morning and once in the evening.In the evening I even went to my room because I had no wish to fight with her.but did she stop?No!Coz at some point I got thirsty and went to the kitchen to drink some water.She followed me to my room and we started shouting again.Maria goes to the bathroom,sees us screaming at each other and shakes her head tiredly.We settle things again.She even told me not to say anything to Cristina(she is the person who hired me to take care of her mom,Maria,Iole's niece) because she would get angry at her if she knew we were fighting.But today was even worse.While I was taking my shower she had an argument with Maria.since today I was free from duty from noon I was supposed to be off at 12 a.m.,but Maria asked me to have lunch with them so I ate there.When I asked Iole if she would like to come and eat she was like"No,I don't wanna!"I was a little surprised!So I told Maria to ask her to come to eat.And then all the hell broke loose!She came to the kitchen,insulted Maria and left.I felt like shit.And so I got to go out at 2 p.m after I cleaned the kitchen and put Maria to bed,coz Iole didn't come to eat.WTF!
      And on top of all my sister who was supposed to come to Udine this Sunday had to postpone her arrival for a week.And I was so expecting to see her after 6 months!I even had the whole day planned dammit!
      So these are my updates.I wish to you all a life better than mine.Ja ne!
Current Location: udine,in real hetalia
Current Mood: crushedcrushed
Current Music: Rammstein Feuer Frei
06 August 2009 @ 06:38 pm

Current Mood: hothot
Current Music: O SOLE MIO
02 August 2009 @ 06:11 am

      Well first of all I wanna say that having to be away all day on my day off sucks coz all I wanna do is have some sleep.Damn!
     Second of all I listened to the "Sweet Pool" BLCDs and I was freaked out.Too much weird stuff going on.Rape and biting and ...uh..not for yours truly.Mondo weirdo stuff...freaky...I have to admit that Kishio's voice acting was great,but the thing that happened at the end of the rape...scared the hell out of me...I like my BL shiny and not too complicated with no rape and weird stuff going on,let's keep it normal,well as normal as BL can be.The bottom line is that I liked Kishio's performance,he was great and seme for a change,even if he was a monster.Midorin...well no comment here.And Hatano Wataru...I still don't like his voice,it still irritates me to a great extent,as much as I try I can't help it,but dislike his voice.Sorry my dearlady_black_cat but I don't like Waccha's voice and I think I never will,so our opinion is different on this subject.
     On the other hand after listening to "Kojin Kyouju" BLCD I totally fell in love with Hirakawa Daisuke.I only knew him as Franz from "Gankutsuou" and only after I listened to this BLCD I fully understood why lady_black_cat said he has one of the sweetest voices.It is a soothing voice,at least for me it is.It's up there on my top list along Hayami-san,Morimori,JunJun,SekiTosh,SuzuKen,Ito Kentarou and MikiShin...That last track was so sweet,especially at the end when Ikumi sleeps and Hirarin says "Good night!I love you!",it almost made me cry.
     Episode 17 from "07-Ghost" was so great.Frau was so cool as a kid. I think I developed a big crush on Frau.It hasn't happened to me in a long while to  actually fangirl and squee so much over an anime character.I am so glad they decided to make more than 13 episodes.FRAU RULLZ! And JunJun is a GOD!Likes Haruken more and more with each episode and cannot wait to see what happens next."Bleach" and "Naruto Shippuuden" started to bore me.Too long!I need a conclusion!I mean it took them like 117 episodes to realize that in order to find Sasuke they need to find Itachi first!And ninja were supposed to be intelligent people!Guh!
   "Hetalia Axis Powers" episode 27 was amazingly funny and I think this is one of the most intelligent anime I've ever had the honour of watching.Germany cleaning after Italy was totally amazing.And NamiDai is so great as Italy.It's hard to believe he is the same guy who voiced Ulquiorra in "Bleach".I have only words of praise for this anime,I am happy they decided to make a second season for it!
http://www.mediafire.com/?r=hddpi  this is the folder that has the songs I uploaded for you my dear lady_black_cat .Enjoy them!
     This is kinda it !
     As always this was bluesea81 residing in Udine in real Hetalia!Good luck to you all!
PS :Shopping is really therapeutical! I never thought I would enjoy shopping!But with the sales season being open in July and August and having money in my pockets for a change allowed me to buy really good stuff with little money.And that cheered me up!OMG!I guess I'm a woman after all!Shocker!
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Current Location: udine in real hetalia
Current Mood: awakeawake
Current Music: namikawa daisuke song to germany
23 July 2009 @ 07:55 pm

         Today my sister left for Italy.Just talked to her.She's at the border,leaving Romania.She'll be in Florence by tomorrow.Oh so happy to have her here!My brother left the country also,but for Austria.I heard he's not doing too well.I'm sorry to hear that!
          I'll be signing the contract tomorrow morning at 10.30 am.So glad to finally be sure that I have a job with a contract and all the benefits that come with it.It's al easier if you are working legally.You have medical insurance which is a must these days.I'm glad that my patience paid off.I'm well aware that it will be hard,especially since Iole and Maria argue almost every day,but I'm used to it by now.I don't take it too seriously anymore.Still I have to admit that it affects me all the same since I am the kind of person who hates arguments.I need peace in order to function properly.But it's not like it will kill me,I need to learn how to face life and all its hardships.To take the bull by the horns as the saying goes.
        I took some stuff fromseiyuu andboyslove_cd and chatted withgizzi my newest LJ friend.She is so nice and sweet and we share the same passion for the wonderful actor and human being that is Hugh Jackman.Oh,loves him dearly.
       I just want to thank all my LJ buddies that have been so supportive of me during these hard times.You know who you are!I will always treasure your friendship!
      Congratz to kikeek for her new job!Hang in there buddy! And good luck to lady_black_cat on finding a job!
      I saw that interview with Morimori at Anime Expo on morimori_daily .Oh he was so sweet and OMG! I was actually perving about him!Jesus!What seiyuu can do to you!Morimori come to Italy too!Nevermind!
     Orz!I feel so tired!Just waited to see if lady_black_cat will be able to chat but no luck today.Well some other time!
     As always this was bluesea81 residing in Udine in real Hetalia!

Current Location: udine in real hetalia
Current Mood: exhaustedexhausted
Current Music: paul van dyk feat heppner wir sind wir
25 June 2009 @ 02:24 pm

                  This post is a continuation of this one:http://bluesea81.livejournal.com/12939.html
                  Since I asked kikeek  to give me another fandom instead of "Chrno Crusade" and she gave me seiyuu and if I need specifics Toshiyuki Morikawa(Morimori) I decided to do both.I hope you don't mind,but these fandoms are close to my heart.And since I have time right now here are my answers.


     SEIYUU: I guess it was "InuYasha".Kappei Yamaguchi was the one who made me appreciate seiyuu and their work.But my love for seiyuu really began with "Mirage of Blaze".Show Hayami and Seki Toshihiko were amazing.This is kinda how it all started forme:a heart-wretching story,a good,complicated plot and 2 amazing seiyuu.
    MORIMORI: Even though I first heard him as Naraku in "InuYasha","Gallery Fake" was the anime who drew my attention on Morimori as a seiyuu.He voices the main character,Fujita Reiji,and he was so much fun for me.And from this a beautiful love story began.then I saw "Fuyu no Semi" which made me adore Morimori as I do now.


   SEIYUU & MORIMORI: They're stuck with me forever!Undying and eternal love!


     SEIYUU:-FAVOURITE SEIYUU:Show Hayami,Seki Toshihiko,Toshiyuki Morikawa,Miki Shinichiro,Yasunori Matsumoto,Taiki Matsuno,Masaya Onosaka,Seki Tomokazu,Sugita Tomokazu,Yoshino Hiroyuki,Kishio Daisuke,Ono Daisuke,Namikawa Daisuke,Hirakawa Daisuke,Fukuyama Jun,Hiyama Nobuyuki,Horiuchi Kenyuu,Suwabe Junichi,Kamiya Hiroshi,Yusa Koji,Toriumi Kosuke(Tori-chan),Ueda Yuji,Suzumura Kenichi,Chiba Susumu,Yuki Hiro,Koyasu Takehito,Ryotaro Okiayu,Inoue Kazuhiko,Nozomu Sasaki,Mamoru Miyano,Yamaguchi Kappei,Ito Kentarou(Kenta-chan),Narita Ken,Konishi Katsuyuki,Kanna Nobutoshi,Sakurai Takahiro,Hikaru Hanada,Tooru Okawa,Tooru Furusawa,Shigeru Chiba,Shigeru Nakahara,Kenji Hamada,Midorikawa Hikaru,Koji Tsujitani,Shiozawa Kaneto(God he had such a sweet,wonderful voice.RIP),Kosugi Juurota,Keiji Fujiwara,Tachiki Fumihiko,Takahashi Hiroki,Shoutaro Morikubo,Ishida Akira,Mitsuaki Madono,Noriaki Sugiyama,Morita Masakazu,Houchu Otsuka,Koichi Toochika,Orikasa Ai,Satsuki Yukino,Orikasa Fumiko,Paku Romi,Megumi Ogata,Megumi Hayashibara,Maaya Sakamoto etc.
                -FAVOURITE ANIME:"Mirage of Blaze"-for all the awesomeness Hayami-san,SekiTosh,Matsumoto Yasunori etc brought to the screen
                                                     "Gallery Fake"-even if it's not such a famous anime it got me interested in Morimori as a seiyuu.For Hayami-san's guest appearence in episode 16 as the perverted perfume maker Jean Paul Komoto.And for the line Sara always says "Fujita no Baka!!!"
                                                    "Trigun"-for Masaya Onosaka's and Hayami-san's amazing onscreen chemistry.Wolfwood is the most entertaining characters Hayami-san voiced so far.I utterly loved his Kansai dialect.And for the amazing job Seki Toshihiko did as Legato Bluesummers.
                                                    "Gravitation"-first of all for Koyasu Takehito's Sakano-san.Amazingly funny character,great seiyuu performance!For Inoue-san's Yuki ( so smexy),for Ryotaro Okiayu's Mr K(his speech is so wonderfully hilarious,mixing Japanese and English),for Matsumoto Yasunori as Hiro(my fav Gravitation character),Seki Tomokazu's Shuichi.
                                                  "Paradise Kiss"-just because it made me fall in love with Kenji Hamada.
                                                  "Yu Yu Hakusho"-for the amazing job Nobuyuki Hiyama did as Hiei,for Nozomu Sasaki as Yusuke,Shigeru Chiba as Kuwabara,Kappei Yamaguchi as Jin,Morimori as Shishiwakamaru etc
                                                  "Death Note"-for the amazing Kappei Yamaguchi as L and Mamoru Miyano as Light,for Nozomu Sasaki as Mello.I couldn't believe it that he was the same guy who voiced Yusuke in "Yu Yu Hakusho".Amazing!
                                                  "Yami no Matsuei"-MikiShin,Hayami-san,SekiTosh and Morimori...Need I say more?
                                                  "Saiyuki"-for SekiTosh as Sanzo.GREAT!
                                                  "Slayers"-because Matsumoto Yasunori was the main male chara as Gourry(so funny!),for Akira Ishida as Xellos(amazing as always),Megumi Hayashibara as Lina,Midorin as Zelgadis
                                                  "Junjou Romantica"-for the cast:Hikaru Hanada,Sakurai Takahiro,Ito Kentarou,Kanna Nobutoshi,Inoue Kazuhiko,Kishio Daisuke,Morimori,Tori-chan,Kosugi Juurota,but most of all for Ito-san's amazing Hiro-san.
                                                  "07-Ghost"-just becaise Suwabe-san is so awesome as Frau!And for Hayami-san's evil Ayanami
                                                  "Bleach"-first of all for Ito Kentarou's Renji.Complete and utter love for him,always!For Morimori and the 3 characters he voices:Kurosaki Isshin(amazingly funny!Didn't even recognize him at first),Tsubaki and Kaname Tousen,Yusa Koji's Ichimaru Gin,for Mitsuaki Madono as Kon(amazing voice acting in my book),Fumihiko Tachiki as Kenpachi,FukuJun & Nobuyuki Hiyama as Yumichika & Ikkaku Madarame,Satsuki Yukino as Yoruichi,Paku Romi as Hitsugaya,MikiShin as Urahara,Noriaki Sugiyama as Ishida,Suwabe-san's amazing Grimmjow,NamiDai's Ulquiorra,Tori-chan's Szayel Aporro Granz,Hayami-san's Aizen,Morita Masakazu's Ichigo,Fumiko Orikasa's Rukia,Ryotaro Okiayu's Byakuya,Konitan's Hisagi Shuuhei,Shigeru Chiba's Don Kanonji,NariKen as Ishida's dad...
                                                "Naruto"-first of all for that amazing,funny,awesome,great character that is Kakashi-sensei aka Kazuhiko Inoue-san.For he greatness of Akira Ishida as Gaara(that is what a seiyuu is all about),for SekiTosh as Iruka-sensei,Kanna Nobutoshi as Kabuto,Noriaki Sugiyama as Sasuke,Houchu Otsuka as Jiraiya,Koichi Toochika as Neji Hyuga,Kentarou Ito as Chouji Akimichi,Tori-chan as Kiba,MoriShou as Shikamaru,
MikiShin as Mizuki in ep 1 etc
                                              "Honey & Clover"-for Kamiya Hiroshi as Yuta Takemoto,Kenji Hamada as Nomiya Takumi,Keiji Fujiwara as Hanamoto-sensei,Sugita Tomokazu as Mayama Takumi
                                             "Fullmetal Alchemist"-first of all for  Tooru Okawa's Roy Mustang,Paku Romi as Ed,Keiji Fujiwara as Hughes,Hayami-san as Frank Archer,Ryotaro Okiayu as Scar,Suwabe -san as Greed...

              DRAMA CDs(BL OR OTHERWISE):-"MoB" related CDs and audio tracks.Needless to explain why...
                                                                              -"Saiyuki" drama CDs-for Seki Toshihiko's Sanzo
                                                                              -"Aka no Shinmon"(Devine Red,Verve Black,Jealous Yellow)-based on the novel series by Kuwabara Mizuna,these 3 CDs have an awesome cast:Takahiro Sakurai,Seki Toshihiko,MikiShin,Masaya Onosaka,SuzuKen,Rei Igarashi,Fumihiko Tachiki.But the one who stands out is definitely Seki-san.He is just unbelievably amazing as Haibara Yuugetsu.He is amazing among equally wonderful seiyuu.That is why I recommend to everyone to listen to them,especially to the 3rd one :"Jealous Yellow".It's a great display of seiyuu awesomeness.
                                                                            - "Haru wo Daiteita"/"Fuyu no Semi"-for Morimori and MikiShin,Morikubo Shoutaro as Asano/Aizawa,NariKen as Kikuchi Katsuya etc.My first BLCD series.
                                                                           -"SSDS"- for the awesome seiyuu cast.
                                                                           -"Ikoku Irokoi Romantan"-for the chemistry between Suwabe-san and Kenta-chan and the sweet,romantic,hilarious love story
                                                                           -"Butoukai no Techou"-just because it's a beautiful story and it was the first time I heard SugiTomo's and Kishio Daisuke's voices
                                                                           -"Casino Lily"-Suwabe Junichi x SuzuKen=awesomeness
                                                                           -"Shikai wa Ai wo Tamasareru"-because Suwabe-san and Tori-chan are simply wonderful!
                                                                           -"Kuchibiru no Yukue"-for the simple,sweet story,for the sweetness in both Tori-chan's and SuzuKen's voices...Sweet and romantic both of them
                                                                          -"Bodyguard wo Kudokareru"-NariKen&Tori-chan,very funny and so great both of them,for Koyasu-san as Leon's agent.Just a great fun!
                                                                          -"Kokoro"-because it's such a touching story told by great seiyuu:Hayami-san as Sensei,Akira Ishida as Kei,Mamoru Miyano,MikiShin
                     MUSIC CDs(ANIME RELATED OR NOT)-Atobe Keigo Character Singles-just amazing singing by Suwabe Junichi
                                                                                             -BBC 4th Session,vol 2:for "Nimorebi"sung by Seki Toshihiko,my favourite BBC song and CD
                                                                                             -2Hearts-I just love their songs

  MORIMORI:-FAVOURITE ANIME ROLES:-Reiji Fujita in "Gallery Fake",Akizuki in "Fuyu no Semi"OVAs,Isaka-san in "Junjou  Romantica" ,Dante in "Devil May Cry",Sephiroth in "FFVII A C "and "FFVII The Last Order",  Naraku in "InuYasha",Shuei Lan in "Saiunkoku Monogatari",Honda in "Close the Last Door"OVA,and the list goes on since I love him in everything he does :)
                     -FAVOURITE DRAMA CDs (MOSTLY BL ONES):"Fuyu no Semi","Haru wo Daiteita","Close the Last Door","Answer","Koi no Annajin","Gin no Requiem"...and the list is really HUGE.I love him as both uke and seme ,that's how great he is.I always say that BL was made for Morimori and Morimori was made for BL.
                     -MUSIC-I think he is the one of the best singers among the seiyuu I've heard so far.I simply love his singing,be it anime character singles,or  2Hearts songs,or Black Velvet  etc

  SEIYUU & MORIMORI:Yes sometimes I do,but mostly to take what others have to offer since I'm too poor and too faraway from Japan.


 SEIYUU & MORIMORI:YES.Seiyuu and Morimori are just amazing and wonderful.But not all people appreciate them.

           This is the answer for amarylliszai who gave me Tatsuya Fujiwara
      1.WHAT GOT YOU IN THIS FANDOM IN THE FIRST PLACE? The "Death Note" live action movies.
      2.DO YOU THINK YOU'LL STAY IN THIS FANDOM OR EVENTUALLY MOVE ON? I'll stay since I find Tatsuya to be a talented actor.
      3.FAVOURITE EPISODES/BOOKS/MOVIES? I guess "Moonlight Jellyfish" and "Sabu".I saw some clips from his theatrical performances and he is an amazing actor.He has talent and he works hard to improve his skills and that is why I admire and love him.
                         And I think his photobooks are really beautiful too.
      5.DO YOU THINK PEOPLE SHOULD PARTICIPATE IN THIS FANDOM?If you like him you should,Tatsuya has the potential to become one of Japan greatest actors.

             Phew!That was a long post!

Current Location: Udine in "Hetalia"
Current Mood: exhaustedexhausted
Current Music: Suwabe Junichi Break
25 April 2009 @ 03:40 am

  Since Hugh came to UK to promote XMO:Wolverine he was practically in every TV show and man that made me sooooooooooo haaaaaaaapppppyyyyyy!!!!I love this man.He is so gorgeous and graceful and funny!

   I loved this show.Too bad Lady Gaga was in it!

Current Location: bedford uk
Current Mood: amusedamused
Current Music: 2hearts wanderer
15 April 2009 @ 11:24 am
             I've just seen the 1st episode of  "Hanasakeru Seishonen" and me likes it.Especially the dad.He is an old fox.Challenging Kajika  only to make Li Ren open up his heart.A brilliant idea.I can't wait to see what's going on next.
Current Location: bedford central library
Current Mood: amusedamused
Current Music: goo goo dolls iris
20 March 2009 @ 08:06 pm
                   This is a quick post since I have to leave for the airport.
                  Just read chapter 350 from "Bleach" and I have to say that I am disappointed.The story was so PREDICTABLE! Ichigo's down,Inoue is whining as she always does,wondering what to do.C'mon!Such a cliche!And then Ichigo wakes up because he has to protect her.MEH! I expected more!
                 The only thing I liked was Ishida.Come to think of it I kinda am clueless as why he loves Inoue.Oh,I know why:she is so beautiful and innocent,right?"I have to protect her" kind of syndrome...Wow! Men really think they do women justice with that?
                 Well I just wanted to vent my frustration.I really love "Bleach",I really do.But Rukia's and Kaien's story was so much more beautiful.
                 Inoue was a character with a lot of potential for development,instead Kubo-san chose to keep her at such a cliche level.I do miss Rukia or Yoruichi.
               Sorry for the ranting.this subject will be developed further in the next days.Bye-bye for now! Have a nice week-end!
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Current Location: home
Current Mood: contentcontent
Current Music: sakura biyori
22 November 2008 @ 07:50 pm
              We had our first snow today.It was so beautiful to see all those big snowflakes coming down from the sky ,covering the ground like  a soft carpet.
              Well you might think that the first snow it's not a special event,but for me it is.There's nothing more beautiful than to see big,beautiful,soft snowflakes coming down from the sky,covering everything with a pure,white blanket.But this year's first snow was even more special because I shared it with my nieces.It's so wonderful to see children enjoying snow,receiving it with a joy and an innocence that fill your heart with warm,wonderful feelings.
             Today was a good day.
             I wish a great week-end to you all.
Current Location: home
Current Mood: cheerfulcheerful
Current Music: hyde angel's tale
15 November 2008 @ 09:08 pm
                      What the hell is going on here?Someone changed and deleted my default user pic.How in the world did that happen?I deleted that pic and set another default user pic,but WTF...If anyone plays tricks on me you should stop it!Whoever did this you should know it's not funny at all.
Current Location: home
Current Mood: angryangry
Current Music: none
21 October 2008 @ 09:48 pm

 I don't know if you've seen this,but it made me laugh so hard that I had to share this.Enjoy it as much as I did.The anime is called Nerima Daikon Brothers.
Current Location: home
Current Mood: cheerfulcheerful
Current Music: ma ji ya ba
17 October 2008 @ 06:35 pm
              The week-end has finally began.Free from work?Maybe.I'm not sure I won't be working this week-end also.Something seems to come up almost every time I think I can relax.Bureaucracy is a mood killer.
               I've managed to make a new lj friend this week.Not bad.It seems that seiyuu not only entertain people,but also bring them together.
              I saw on youtube that the 2nd Ikoku Irokoi Romantan OVA will be released soon.Yay!I'm looking forward to that.I don't know what took them so long.Kentarou Ito is such a wonderful uke("drools") and Suwabe-san as Al...wow!(melts here).Well enough of that!
              I don't  have interesting to say,I just wanted to let people know that  I'm alive and well,a little tired though.That's it!As they say:la comedia e finita.Or not?
             A nice week-end people!
Current Location: somewhere in my mind
Current Mood: recumbentrecumbent
Current Music: mike oldfield far above the clouds
11 October 2008 @ 08:11 pm

          It's 8:13 p.m. and I just finished working.I'm really starting to hate this job that doesn't even allow me to have a peaceful week-end.The only good thing about this is that I can earn some extra money that is much needed.
         I  feel exhausted,I  didn't have decent night sleep in almost 2 months.I leave home in the morning and I return at 10 p.m. almost every night.Thank God I work close to home!And on top of all I live in a crowded house and I can hardly  find a moment  to just sit and relax  all by myself.
       In moments like these I really do miss being a child!Life was so simple then!
       For those who read this post and think this is stupid,just ignore it.
       A  nice week-end to you all!


Current Location: home
Current Mood: tiredtired
Current Music: snow patrol chasing cars
25 September 2008 @ 07:21 pm
      I've decided to change the way my lj looks like and I also changed some of my user pics.
      I also finished rewriting "Miki's Song" and will post it to my lj soon.
      See ya !
Current Location: home
Current Mood: tiredtired
Current Music: the corrs runaway
22 August 2008 @ 09:04 pm

   I haven't posted to my lj in a while.So 'Hello,everybody".Nothing much happened in my life and what happened is neither interesting, nor it's worth talking about .
   I had a minor surgery that kept me in hospital for some time,I found a new job that is currently taking most of my time and my mom came back from Italy.
  My sister got beatten by her husband and she and her babies are living with me and my folks, so it's kind of crowded in my house and I have no privacy whatsoever.Sometimes I wish I could just leave and never come back home.
  In the meantime I've finally managed to finish reading "Taiko" and I saw "Honey and Clover" which is one of the best anime I've seen lately.I loved the bitter-sweet story,but most of all I loved the insert songs.My favourite one is "Happy Birthday";I can't get enough of it.
  I succeeded in downloading my favourite anime of all times which is "Versailles no Bara",also known as "Lady Oscar" in Europe.This is the anime that made me love anime,it is the kind of story that you can never forget even if it's more than ten years since you first saw it.
  So I decided to make a top 10 of my favourite anime inviting you to do the same so I can find some more interesting anime to watch. 
   1-Versasilles no Bara(Lady Oscar)
   2-Death Note
   3-Cowboy Bebop
   5-Mirage of Blaze
   6-Honey and Clover
   7-Paradise Kiss
   8-Fullmetal Alchemist
   9-Yu Yu Hakusho
   10-Wolf's Rain 
   I would also like to know what are your favourite anime soundtracks.Mine are from Cowboy Bebop,Mirage of Blaze(anime and OVA),Honey and Clover ,Death Note and Inuyasha.
   So this is what I had to say for today.Have a nice week-end!

Current Location: home
Current Mood: calmcalm
Current Music: hyde and gackt orange no taiyou
13 June 2008 @ 08:10 pm
     Today was "Saint Beast" day.I watched the second season and the OVA.I liked it and it made me feel better. 
      It seems that I stumble upon Morimori a lot lately,he is practically in almost every anime I'm watching ,in "Junjou Romantica","Saiunkoku Monogatari" and now "Saint Beast".I love him and watching animes that feature his voice entertain me a lot.Another seiyuu that I found in the animes I'm watching is Kentarou Ito which became one of my favourite seiyuus.He is in my top alongside Moromori,MikiShin, Sho Hayami and Toshihiko Seki.I just love him in "Junjou Romantica",he made me like Hiro-san better than any other character and in "Bleach".He is so funny that I always feel better "after seeing"  him.And I really need some cheering up these days when every thing turned out for the worst in my private life.
      I hope this wasn't too boring for you guys.See you!

Current Location: home
Current Mood: pensivepensive
Current Music: mad soldiers glaring dream
12 May 2008 @ 12:26 pm
               I had a rather" relaxed "week-end.It would have been a great week-end had I not been ill.I could hardly eat for 3 days because I was nauseated.Today I feel a little better,I don't have the burning sensation in my throat anymore...
               My niece's b-day was o.k.,everyone enjoyed the cake I made(it was a little too sweet for my taste this time ). 
               While browsing through the net I found this great site that has a lot of anime,video game and movie OSTs available for download:htpp:\\gh.ffshrine.org and began downloading some stuff from there. 
              I was happy to find out that there's a new version of "Fuyu no Semi"OVA.I would have bought it ,but it is too expensive for my limited budget,so I'm waiting for a kind soul to upload it(I saw some screen caps someone made and it looked great).
               A nice week to you all.

Current Location: home
Current Mood: calmcalm
Current Music: Versus ost
05 May 2008 @ 05:06 pm
         Hello there!I'm back after Easter took all my energy away.The 1st Easter day I slept almost all day long(that's how tired I was).I did not even go to church.
         Now I'm busy preparing for my niece's birthday(she'll be 1 year old on the 8th of May) and on the 15th I'll be finally leaving for Italy...to work,not to have fun.
         In the meantime I found some interesting anime to watch:"Persona,Trinity Soul","Devil May Cry"(cool looking main character with Morimori's voice),"X Tv" and"Vampire Knight" and most of all I finally managed to find "Gallery Fake" on a site where I can download it from(main character with Morimori's voice again).I even tried to watch "Junjou Romantica"(mostly because Morimori is in it). 
         My friend George was in town,but we missed one another(cries here).
         These were"Bluesea's Adventure's on Easter Holiday 2008".
         And a little message for lady black cat:I know I promised you a gift and I intend to keep that promise,but I don't really know when it will be done.Sorry for that.
         A good day to you all.     
Current Location: home
Current Mood: calmcalm
Current Music: mai yamane the real folk blues
14 April 2008 @ 06:31 pm
  I've fallen in love with Suga Shikao's voice ever since I listened to "Manatsu no Yoru no Yume"(song that was part of the"Death Note" movie ost) and I found his community here,but the albums uploaded all have expired links.
  That makes me sad.I wish I found out about him earlier.
Current Location: home
Current Mood: melancholymelancholy
Current Music: suga shikao aozora
13 April 2008 @ 05:52 pm
        I saw  "Angels in America" on tv yesterday.It was so great to see this HBO miniseries again.I remember that I had been so moved the 1st time I saw it.
       I stood awake until  3 a.m. last night to see the entire  6 episodes,though I was very sleepy.Justin Kirk was so great as Prior Walter.I won't say anything about Al Pacino or Meryl Streep or Jeffrey Wright.
       I haven't read Tony Kushner's play,but I hope to do so one day.
       Here it is the next chapter from "MIKI'S SONG"(for those interested in reading it).
                                     MIKI'S   SONG          CHAPTER   THREE
            Ryo stood by the window watching the courtyard.It was a beautiful early summer day.The air was filled with fragrance.
            A perfect day to fall in love...
"Watanabe-kun are you alright?"a familiar voice asked in a concerned tone.
         Ryo turned around slowly.His black eyes met Miki's serene grey eyes.
         Those eyes will be the end of me...they are so beautiful...
         "I'm fine...don't worry,Tokugawa-kun",Ryo said as soon as he could find his words.
         Since Miki became his classmate,Ryo realized that he was drawn to him.And he felt unhappy every time he saw Miki talking to a girl during recess.
         Miki had become very popular among girls and Ryo soon realized that he was jealous whenever Miki paid attention to a girl.That is why he felt so miserable.He would never have imagined that one day he would fall in love with a man.The more he thought about it the more Ryo convinced himself that he had fallen in love with Miki.He had fallen in love since the day they bumped into each other at the airport. 
         Miki returned home late in the evening.He had visited doctor Yoshinaga's consulting room and the news were not good.He really had leukemia as doctor Michaels had told him before returning to Japan.
            I really am sick...I hoped that it was a mistake,but it's not...Dr.Yoshinaga confirmed dr.Michaels' diagnosis...
He sat down on the bed.He spent the whole night thinking about what to do.When the dawn came Miki had already decided how he would behave from that day on.

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Current Music: juanes volverte a ver
04 April 2008 @ 12:21 pm
                I had a busy week and on top of all a cold hit me so hard that last Friday when I woke up I couldn't even speak.Now the cold is almost gone.I'm still coughing,but at least now I can breathe and my voice sounds normal again.
              So without any further ado here it is the 2nd chapter from MIKI'S SONG.Enjoy it.

             I really can't believe it...The guy I bumped into at the airport yesterday turned out to be Miya's cousin...
"Is there something wrong,Ryo-kun?"
              Reiko's voice brought Ryo back to reality.He seemed lost for a few seconds,but he eventually answered her question.
             "No,it's just that I..."
             "He is probably  surprised to meet me again so soon",Miki suddenly said with an amused expression on his face."We bumped into each other at the airport yesterday."
             "Let's go inside.The movie is going to start soon",Mitsuru said putting an end to that awkward moment between Miki and Ryo.
              What's wrong with you ?Ryo asked himself while trying to pay attention to what was happening on the screen.You behaved like an idiot a few minutes ago.What will Miki think of you?
              Miki on the other hand was enjoying the movie.It was not the kind of movie he usually liked to watch,but that comedy was really entertaining.
              Reiko,who was sitting next to Miki,enjoyed his presence.She looked at him a few times and got to the conclusion that Miki was the most beautiful boy she had ever seen.
             When the movie ended Mitsuru suggested that they should go get a pizza.Haruka and Reiko agreed,but Miki declined the invitation.
            "I have to decline your invitation,Mitsuru-san.I am tired...  The jet lag and all....I just want to go home and sleep.I apologize..."
            "I should've known that you must feel tired since Miya and I kept you awake last night...I'll take you home,Miki-chan.We can get a pizza some other time,right Haruka?"
            Haruka nodded."Of course,my dear."
            "Absolutely not,Mitsuru-san.I can go home by taxi."
            "Or I can take Miki-kun home,"Ryo found himself saying without thinking twice.
            "I don't want to bother you,Watanabe-kun."
            "It's no bother.It would be my pleasure to give you a lift home."
            "If that's the case I accept your kind offer.Thank you."
             Miki hardly spoke on the way home.Ryo looked at him from the corner of his eye and noticed that Miki was very pale.
             "Are you alright,Miki-kun?You are pale."
             "I'm just tired,Watanabe-kun.It's nothing that a good night sleep can't cure.Thank you for the ride home."
              "Don't mention it.It was my pleasure.Good night!"
              "God night to you too.Thanks again."
               Ryo watched Miki until he got into the house.The feeling that he had met Miki some where before was stronger than ever.
                While he drove back home he tried to remember where he had met Miki before,but he could not.
                Maybe it's my imagination...but he seems  familiar ...Like someone dear to me...

Miki went to his room as soon as he entered the house.He did not even eat dinner.He was feeling dizzy and nauseated.He went to the bathroom and threw up in the closet.Soon after that he felt a little better.
              He opened the wardrobe and took a small bag out.It contained some medicine bottles.He took one pill from each bottle and swallowed them with water.
             I have to hide these pills somewhere where they can't be found....
             After he found a place to hide the pills Miki went out on the balcony and lit a cigarette.

Current Location: home
Current Mood: contemplativecontemplative
Current Music: angela aki this love
24 March 2008 @ 06:31 pm
      Here it is chapter 1 from " MIKI'S SONG".Enjoy it and comment if you like.

                                    MIKI'S SONG
:"I love you without knowing how,or when,or from where.
                                          I love you straightforwardly,without complexities or pride;
                                          so I love you because I know no other way 
                                          than this:where I does not exist nor you,
                           so close that your hand on my chest is my hand,
                                          so close that your eyes close as I fall asleep."
                                                                                      (Pablo Neruda , Love Sonnet XVII)   
Miki stood in the doorway watching his cousin,Miya.She looked so beautiful and happy like any other bride to be would.He had decided to tell his family the reason for his return the same day he arrived in Japan,but the news of Miya's getting married in September made him give up on that.
            How can I tell her now?She is so happy.This is the most beautiful  time for her...How can I spoil that?
            "Why are you standing there like a mummy,Miki-chan?"
             Mitsuru's voice startled Miki.He turned around and smiled.It amazed Miki how easily he could fabricate expressions since the day that terrible news was dropped on him.
             "I was just admiring Miya-san.She looks very beautiful."
             Both young men admired Miya,who was speaking on the phone in the living room,for a few more seconds and then headed towards the kitchen.Mitsuru made some tea for both of them and tried to find out the real reason for which Miki came back to Japan,but Miki's answer was the same as the night before:"I couldn't stand living in America anymore.I missed Japan too much.I decided that is better to finish high school here."
            Mitsuru felt there was something more,but he decided it was better not to insist.Miki did not like to be questioned.He was the type of person who did not like to talk about himself.He had always been quiet and reserved and discreet.
            "My girlfriend and I wanted to see a movie tonight with some friends.Come with us",Mitsuru finally said.
            Miki thought about saying no,but the look in his cousin's eyes made him accept the offer.It would be good to be among young,carefree people.
           "Alright,Mitsuru-san.I'd love to."
           Mitsuru smiled.America had not changed Miki at all.He was the same courteous,polite self. 
           Out of his three cousins Miki had always been his favourite.He liked to play piano with him,even if he found piano lessons very hard.Miki was a natural talent while Mitsuru only took piano lessons to please his mother.He wondered if Miki continued to play the piano while he was abroad.He missed listening to him.He played the piano so well.
           "Come on Ryo,don't make me beg",Reiko shouted on the phone."Haruka and Mitsuru are going to the movies and asked me to go with them.Please come with us.It would be good for you to take a break.And besides I already told my sister you'll be coming too,so you can't refuse."
           Ryo sighed.Reiko was a spoiled brat that always found a way to get what she wanted,but that did not upset him.They had been friends since elementary school and even dated for a little while.They went out together to the movies sometimes or hanged out with their friends and of course Ryo helped her with her homework.
             "O.k.I could use a break after all."
             "You're the best.Come to my house in half an hour.Bring the car.We'll meet Mitsuru at the mall."
             Twenty minutes later Ryo arrived at Reiko's house.Haruka answered the door.
              "Come in,Ryo.Would you like some tea while Reiko is getting ready?"
              "No,thank you,Haruka-san."

              Miki bought a pack of cigarettes while Mitsuru went looking for his girlfriend.Then he went in front of the movie theatre.Mitsuru waved his hand when he saw his cousin.He was accompanied by two young women.
               "This is my cousin,Tokugawa Miki."
               "Nice to meet you",Miki said,"I'm Miki." 
               "These are my girlfriend,Fujita Haruka and her sister,Fujita Reiko."
               "Nice to meet you, Miki-san",Haruka said politely.
               "Nice to meet you,Tokugawa-kun",said Reiko with a wide smile."I never knew that Mitsuru-san had such a gorgeous cousin."
               "Reiko,an young lady should not say such things",said Haruka with an embarrassed look on her face.
               "I know,nee-san.I apologize,Miki-kun."
               "There's no need for that.Thank you for the compliment",Miki answered with a smile
                Now I'm sorry that I asked Ryo to come along.If only I knew ...
"I'm sorry I made you all...",Ryo's  words broke off when he saw Miki standing in front of him.
                Who is he?And what is he doing here?
                Miki looked straight into Ryo's eyes and smiled.The young man standing in front of him looked as if he had seen a ghost.
                 "Let me introduce you",Mitsuru finally said."This is my cousin,Tokugawa Miki.Miki this is Watanabe Ryo.He is Miya's fiance's brother."
                 "Nice to meet you,Watanabe-kun."
                 Ryo did not answer.He just stood there dumbstruck.

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Current Music: david bisbal esta ausencia
14 March 2008 @ 04:20 pm
             It's my birthday again and I'm having this Iwaki- like moment:"don't say my age".
             So because it's a beautiful day I begin posting "MIKI'S SONG",the BL story I began writing a while back. 
             If you read it and want to comment on it you are more than welcome.I apologize in advance for any grammar mistake.Enjoy it and please tell me your opinion(good or bad).Be honest!I'm a big girl, I can take criticism.Your opinion will help me improve my writing skills.Or will convince me that I'm no good and I should do something else with my time.
            Before I begin I'd like to dedicate this story to a few of my LJ friends:LADY BLACK CAT(who has become a good friend in the short period of time that passed since I joined LJ and who shares my love for Morimori and Harudaki),QUAINT TWILIGHT(whose translations of the M.o.B. novels are always a pleasure to read and who loves Seki Toshihiko's voice like I do), LABINGI(who shares my passion for writing and M.o.B.),MIAMIARA(who loves M.o.B. and Naoe kike I do),LUGIA NENA.
           So this is it.
                                 MIKI'S   SONG



Tokugawa Miki waited for his flight to be announced.He was returning home to Japan after studying for two years in a boarding school in New York.He left Japan after his parents and his two siblings died in a car accident.Now another terrible news made him return to the home he left behind.
                  When his flight was finally announced he took his handbag and boarded the plane.He opened a book and began reading.He found reading very relaxing,especially when he was traveling.The person sitting next to him was an older  woman  who seemed to feel uneasy.
                "Are you alright?Do you need anything?" he asked  politely turning  his head towards the 45 year old woman who just visited her brother,a Japanese building engineer who was working at a project in New York.
                She looked at him and smiled.It was obvious that she did not speak English.So he asked her the same question in Japanese.She answered that she was afraid of flying.Miki gave her his CD player,telling her that the music will help her relax.Soon after the woman fell asleep.
                Miki continued to read  for a while.
               Ryo rushed into the airport building.
               I hope I'm not late or my aunt will be pissed.Why did I go  shopping with Reiko?
               He  was so distracted that he bumped into someone and fell down on his buttocks.
               "Are you alright?"a gentle voice asked him in an amused tone."You should pay more attention  to where you're going." 
              Ryo looked up and his eyes  met the calm,smiling eyes of a tall young man wearing a black suit.Ryo found himself staring at the young man while he helped him get up on his feet.
             "I'm sorry",Ryo finally said,"for bumping into you".
             "That's fine.But be more careful in the future."
             Saying those words the tall young man headed towards the exit.Ryo watched him until he disappeared from his sight.Then he suddenly remembered his aunt.
             Oh,shit.My aunt...
I'm sorry for being late",Ryo said when he found his aunt .He took her luggage and drove her home.While he was driving he kept thinking about the man he bumped into in the airport.He had such beautiful eyes.He felt so strange when he looked into those eyes.It was as if he had seen them somewhere before.
               Who was he?And where have I seen him before?
                So that's it for now.I hoped you enjoyed reading it.More to come next week.
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Current Mood: accomplishedaccomplished
Current Music: gackt last song
13 March 2008 @ 11:26 am
 I'm downloading Tatsuya Fujiwara pics I found on a site and I'm happy .I really love this guy. A good day to you all.
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Current Mood: cheerfulcheerful
Current Music: red hot chilli peppers the zephyr song
12 March 2008 @ 05:08 pm

                                                   THE DAY MY CHILDHOOD ENDED  

     It's spring again.The snow and the ice melted,the flowers and the trees are blossoming,birds are singing once again.
     I walk down the street,heading home.There are lots of people selling flowers.It's that time of the year again.The First of March and then Mother's Day.I look around,the air is filled with fragrance and I smile as I usually do when I see so many flowers.I pick a tiny bouquet of hyacinth  flowers.I have always loved hyacinth flowers because they are delicate,yet strong and their perfume is so wonderful.
     I get home and I arrange them in a small vase in the living room.I put on some music so I can relax for a while.I sit on the couch and I close my eyes.And then like ghosts my memories come back and haunt me once more.The memories of that awful day when my childhood suddenly ended.
    I was about six years old back then.My father gave me some money to buy bread.But I got distracted by a woman that sold flowers on a street corner.The hyacinth flowers were so lovely that I could not help myself and I bought two bouquets.And so I got home with flowers,instead of bread.
     My father was not home.So I went to the bathroom. While I was taking a bath my father came home and found out that I did not buy bread,but flowers.He rushed to the bathroom in anger.He pushed me in the tub and kept my head under water until I could not breathe and then he pulled me out.He did that three  more times until my aunt stopped him. 
     I do not remember what happened next until this very day .I remember forgetting about it until I began high school.Then my memories came back with a vengeance.I do not know what made them surface,but that was a very stressfull time for me:new classmates,new teachers and that boy in my class that made me feel like crap every time  he addressed to me.
    I felt so bad that I even thought about committing suicide.I skipped school for two weeks.My mother found out from one of my teachers who came to my house.I went back to shool,but my agony was far from over.I cried for so many nights and I still cry sometimes when I think about it wondering what  I have done to deserve that.
   When I tried to talk to my father about it he said that what he had done that day was not so awful,that it only made me scared of water.
   I am not scared of water,but I never learnt to swim. 
   My father words hurt me so much.He did not realize that my childhood ended that day,all that was pure and beautiful in my heart,all the trust and confidence I had in myself and the others were forever gone.
   I open my eyes.Tears slid down my face.I look at those beautiful flowers.And I remember the day my childhood ended.
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Current Mood: melancholymelancholy
Current Music: mirage of blaze anime ost
07 March 2008 @ 02:21 pm
     I'm happy today.I really feel good.
     Yesterday,while surfing on the net I found George's blog.George is my best friend and I lost contact with him 4 years ago when he went to college.And that made me so happy.Of course we exchanged contact information and started sending pictures via e-mail.
     I know nobody is interested in this particular event  in my life,but I just had to share something that made me happy.
     I leave you with some words of wisdom that belong to my friend,George:"WHEN LIFE GIVES YOU NOTHING BUT LEMONS...MAKE A  LEMONADE."
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Current Mood: happyhappy
Current Music: fool's garden lemon tree
06 March 2008 @ 07:57 am
                Hello everybody!I'm back(not that anyone missed me). 
                 I've been busy these past 2 weeks.My sister and my nieces got out from the hospital on February 21st.The same day both my nieces threw up and the little one continued throwing up the next day.But now they both are well.
                As for me I had a terrible nervous breakdown(I have one every year) and I couldn't sleep well for an entire week.The arrival of spring made me feel a whole lot better.The beginning of spring is my favorite time of the year.
I love trees in bloom,the early spring flowers and the sound of birds singing.
               I'm glad I finished "Miki's Song",my first original BL story.It's thanks to labingi who helped me with her kind advice.So if you read this thanks once again.
             I end my post hoping that I wasn't too boring.
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Current Mood: contentcontent
Current Music: suga shikao manatsu no yoru no yume
16 February 2008 @ 03:34 pm
          Yesterday was a day from hell.My sister and I went to the hospital with my nieces.And the situation was bad.My sister had to be hospitalized with both of my nieces.And on top of that it snowed again.The cold days are back.No wonder both of my nieces were sick,they both had respiratory problems and the smaller one caught pneumonia.
          So I've been running all over this morning:to the hospital,to the market ,home(preparing the meals for my sister and my nieces),to the drug store,to the hospital again.
          I finally arrived home at  3:00 p.m.I'll rest a little and then I have to go back to the hospital with the milk for the baby.
          I wish you a better week-end than mine.
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Current Mood: worriedworried
Current Music: red hot chili peppers dani california
14 February 2008 @ 11:32 am
  Some Valentine's Day fun stuff to brighten your day.

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Current Mood: melancholymelancholy
Current Music: gackt tsuki no uta
14 February 2008 @ 10:29 am
         Happy Valentine's Day to you all.May you always find love in your hearts!
 Here are some quotations about love:
   "Love is composed of  one soul inhabiting two bodies."(Aristotle)
   "Being deeply loved by someone gives you strenght,while loving someone deeply gives you courage."(Lao Tzu)
   "Young love is a flame;very pretty,often very hot and fierce,but still only light and flickering.The love of the older and disciplined heart is as coals,deep burning,unquenchable."(Henry Ward Beecher)
   "Love does not dominate;it cultivates."(Goethe)
   "Love makes your soul crawl out of its hiding place."(Zora Neale Hurston)
   "Love is life.All,everything that I understand,I understand only because I love.Everything is,everything exists,only because I love."(Leo Tolstoy)
   "I love you without knowing how,or when,or from where.
    I love you straightforwardly,without complexities or pride;
    so I love you because I know no other way
    than this:where I does not exist nor you,
    so close that your hand on my chest is my hand,
    so close that your eyes close as I fall asleep."(Pablo Neruda,Love Sonnet XVII)
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Current Mood: melancholymelancholy
Current Music: frou frou must be dreaming
13 February 2008 @ 09:34 am
   March is upon us and in my country 8th of March is associated with Mother's Day.My sister and I were thinking to send our mom a video as a present and we need a song to fit the occasion.Can anyone make a suggestion?We will appreciate the help.
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Current Mood: blankblank
Current Music: d.j project lacrimi de inger
08 February 2008 @ 10:38 am
    After 2 days of staying in bed because of a cold that hit me hard I went to my sister's house to baby sit and my niece was so sick that she had to be taken to the hospital.I guess that flu bug is hitting everyone these days.
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Current Mood: boredbored
Current Music: gackt last song
05 February 2008 @ 11:25 am




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05 February 2008 @ 08:09 am
This is a post about the impact that Mirage of Blaze had on my life.
My "obsession" started almost one year ago when A+ Tv ( aka  Animax) broadcast an anime called Mirage of Blaze.The 1st time I couldn't watch it well because the t.v. station encountered some technical problems(episode 1 had no subs,episode 5 had the subs for episode 6 and episode 6 had the subs for episode 5) plus I was working in a bar from 1 p.m to 11 p.m.Still  the story touched me,I even cried at the end.Then I got frustrated thinking "That can't be it!"        
And so it began.My sister didn't have internet at home back then ,so I spent my free time and my money in internet cafe places trying to find info about this anime.
When my sister had the internet installed I watched the anime online several times,I downloaded the ovas,I tried to find translations of the novels,I downloaded the mangas I could find,the doujinski and all the pictures,wallpapers and fan art I could get,plus the anime and ovas soundtracks.Of course I became a fan of the seiyuus that voice acted for the main characters.I even watched the amvs I found on youtube and veoh,not to mention that I looked for information about the historical events and the people who inspired Kuwabara-sensei.
A year later I  still read the novels translations on the net,I still download pictures and wallpapers,I read Japanese historical novels and books about Buddhism.Right now I'm about to finish the 1st volume of Eiji Yoshikawa's novel "Taiko".I even began to learn Japanese.
So this is it.I gained a lot from watching this anime:good books to read,good music to listen to,friends that share my passion and some knowledge about the history,culture and civilization of a country  I  hope to visit one day.
I hope this wasn't too boring.
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Current Music: minagiwa no kaze